AUGUST 2nd 1993, 1994, 2003

AUGUST 2nd 1993

I think Andy Deak likes me. He corrected a small movement that we all did the same in "June". I was doing the same as Leslie and Lauren, so why did he see only me? He also smiled, and spoke of last year when I showed him a rubber frog. I made eye contact with him 2 times in the graduation scene.

Preview night is Weds. and we still need to pull it together.

Andy didn't talk to Lauren once.

AUGUST 2nd 1994

Over the weekend we went to PA for our 2nd annual Kemock reunion. It was fun. Besides that it's been normal.

Maria and Holly accuse me of having JHS, Jenny Stone and I liven up our Olmsted Falls Summer Theatre rehearsals by playing in the water. We're doing OFST in the high school instead of the park (yeah!). And Bye Bye Birdie is the usual. On Fri at rehearsal, Dan Burke and I found something we have in common - the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Once in awhile he passes me when I'm leaving he'll say bye. Never to Holly. But I don't care.

SCHOOL GOALS:
1 Be mature
2 Make friends with Jason and Andy
3 Get the part of Marian
4 To be taken seriously

AUGUST 2nd 2003

I had laryngitis all weekend and I had to lip sync. I don't know how Britney does it - I hated it.

So on Thursday night Other Boy invited me out with him, EX-BOYFRIEND #3 and a guy named Big Ed. Of course, I went. EX-BOYFRIEND #3 was drunk and I almost got the feeling he was interested in me. But why? How much does he know about Other Boy and I? Maybe he's just being competitive. We went to Pacers in Lakewood and he and I sang "Paradise By the Dashboard Light" (smart move by me, being sick and all). EX-BOYFRIEND #3 gave me a piggyback ride to the car and Other Boy seemed a little miffed. Good news is, they're using me in their stage show, so I'm excited.

Comedy Fling just called me. Why is he doing this? Maybe he's just seeing how far he can let himself go before he feels guilty. It was good to hear his voice.