JULY 26th 1993, 2002, 2003

JULY 26th 1993

 At Carousel I actually talked to Andy. We were sitting on the porch set. He was reading about a racing car crash and telling me about it. The we talked about how he cried at Free Willy. I told him not to see Coneheads. Then Holly joined us and we talked about Robin Hood: Men in Tights. Later, the nice girl whole talked to me about the Jurassic Park book fell and hurt herself. I felt bad. Then Holly minutely hurt her ankle. Nothing serious. The Carousel set is small but fun. Peach showed me the inside of it.

JULY 26th 2002

He said to me, "I don't think we're gonna get back together." And that was that. It's absolutely over. I am devastated and disillusioned. My life is better because he was in it. I'm gonna move to LA in January. Nothing, absolutely NOTHING can stand in my way now. As tough as it is to not picture them together, I can move on now. A lot of things come to the foreground when the smoke is lifted. We moved too fast, too soon, and it faded. Unfortunately, I feel Tiffany is doomed to this same fate. But the only person I need to worry about is me. I am excited about the future and motivated like never before.

JULY 26th 2003

 Last Weds, Mary and I went to the American Idols concert. Charles Grigsby (her ex) left us backstage passes and no tickets. So, I had to buy us tickets. Our seats were actually pretty good and the concert was OK. It made me jealous and depressed. ALL I wanted to do was meet Clay Aiken. So we went backstage and breezed past Julia DeMato, Carmen Rasmussen and Kimberley Caldwell to get to Kimberly Locke, Ricky Smith and finally Rueben himself. Rueben started hitting on Mary and apparently Clay had been and gone. I got some OK pictures. COMEDY FLING is coming to visit. Don't let me fall in love, ok?