SEPTEMBER 10th, 1993
Mrs. Hecker's husband Don came in 1st period with donuts.
3rd period I overheard Loni and Barb talking about whether Barb should say yes to YKW? No matter. I have back up. It's become a a habit to say good morning to Adam Koelher every day.
The game was OK. I sat by Michelle the whole time. YKW + Ryan walked by a few times, scanning the bleachers.
The dance was boring. I saw YKW and Barb dancing twice. I'm jealous. Even the ugly girls get dances. Even the stupid guys hate me.
SEPTEMBER 10th, 2000
OK, Hooters didn't call. I got called back to Nunsense and the lead in Emperor and got the ballerina role in Nunsense. I was very disappointed, so I asked if I could go to Emperor callbacks. Everyone said yes, but I didn't get it. Then Poopie tells me that Yifat screwed up my good intentions and now everyone thinks I'm a diva. Maggie deserved my ballerina part.
I'm thirsting for the real world. Bob is dating a Ryan Nowlin lookalike. I have been hanging out with Kevin, Amy, Anne, Sean, Matty and Martinez and I love it. Kurt is now in my theatre history class. He's been making eyes at me and asking me to do stuff and I've been aloof and even rude. He got the email I sent earlier this summer (where I apologized for Poopie and the way I treated him) right before he discovered I was in his class. He had called right after he'd read it. Anyway, this weekend I spent with Anne and Martinez and she said they saw him with another girl. So of course, now I want him. That's the way I work and it sucks. I pushed him away and he left and now I want him back.
September 10, 2011
September 9, 2011
SEPTEMBER 9th, 1993
SEPTEMBER 9th, 1993
In 1st period Jamie Michaels and I volunteered to be tenors. The only girls in a group of guys. I was snappy with Nick Neelis and I'm sorry I was.
In 4th period, Michelle told me how YKW and Barb "flirt" by talking, and Barb teasing him with papers, which made him mad. I miss YKW.
At lunch that guy came and called me Rebecca the slut. I was peeved. Michelle said he liked me. When we left, she wanted to go back because she LIKED how he called me RTS! What a gaywad.
Kristen Groffner is on crutches. I would have subbed for her but she'll be walking soon.
At practice, since Cindy's always at F-ball training, Mrs. Thompson got mad and appointed her alternate until (Cindy) she could prove herself.
Mr. Mercer said the play might be "The Good Doctor". ?
In 1st period Jamie Michaels and I volunteered to be tenors. The only girls in a group of guys. I was snappy with Nick Neelis and I'm sorry I was.
In 4th period, Michelle told me how YKW and Barb "flirt" by talking, and Barb teasing him with papers, which made him mad. I miss YKW.
At lunch that guy came and called me Rebecca the slut. I was peeved. Michelle said he liked me. When we left, she wanted to go back because she LIKED how he called me RTS! What a gaywad.
Kristen Groffner is on crutches. I would have subbed for her but she'll be walking soon.
At practice, since Cindy's always at F-ball training, Mrs. Thompson got mad and appointed her alternate until (Cindy) she could prove herself.
Mr. Mercer said the play might be "The Good Doctor". ?
September 8, 2011
SEPTEMBER 8th, 1993, 1994
SEPTEMBER 8th, 1993
In 1st period, Michelle wanted us to have a note notebook. I said NO WAY! You know what that can lead to! I felt kind of guilty though. She bought the notebook and all.
3rd period Jessica Holland was nice to me, somewhat. She started to say something about YKW, but was interrupted. It sounded important.
In 4th period Michelle takes everything I own and examines it.
In lunch I sit at the semi popular table. I hate it. I'm turning into a real nerd. There was some older guy who knew Lisa Hoffman really well and came to sit by us. He was insulting but very funny. I still don't know who he is.
SEPTEMBER 8th, 1994
Katie and I are becoming friends. She's in 4 of my classes.
Katie Mordarski saw Jason yesterday. He has two black eyes, a swollen face and a shiny nose. Jenny Stiger is so excited.
Dan took my ID card and kept it. He also said he'll buy me a Rocky Horror Picture Show t-shirt for my birthday. From the way he acts, I think he likes me, but one can never be too sure.
In 1st period, Michelle wanted us to have a note notebook. I said NO WAY! You know what that can lead to! I felt kind of guilty though. She bought the notebook and all.
3rd period Jessica Holland was nice to me, somewhat. She started to say something about YKW, but was interrupted. It sounded important.
In 4th period Michelle takes everything I own and examines it.
In lunch I sit at the semi popular table. I hate it. I'm turning into a real nerd. There was some older guy who knew Lisa Hoffman really well and came to sit by us. He was insulting but very funny. I still don't know who he is.
SEPTEMBER 8th, 1994
Katie and I are becoming friends. She's in 4 of my classes.
Katie Mordarski saw Jason yesterday. He has two black eyes, a swollen face and a shiny nose. Jenny Stiger is so excited.
Dan took my ID card and kept it. He also said he'll buy me a Rocky Horror Picture Show t-shirt for my birthday. From the way he acts, I think he likes me, but one can never be too sure.
September 7, 2011
SEPTEMBER 7TH 1993, 1994, 1995
SEPTEMBER 7TH, 1993
In 4th period, I went up to the hole puncher the same time Steve did.
"Hey Jessica."
"Hey Steve. Your still my favorite athlete."
"Yes!"
At my desk he patted me on the back.
"So how'd you do Jessica?"
"Fine," I said and peeled off the sticker he'd patted onto my back.
SEPTEMBER 7TH, 1994
I'm making friends with Lindsay Phillips and Katie Carroll. And I'm making close friends with Dan in Publications. I wonder if anything'll come of it.
Jason Riberdy says Jason H. may come back with a bandage on his nose.
SEPTEMBER 7TH, 1995
Tony called me on Tues. night. He told me I was pretty. I really want him to go to Wedel's on Fri. Chuck talks to him at Polaris. Chuck says Tony said he likes me. Chuck ALSO said he'll invite him over on Fri. (Tony's got his liscense).
Oh yeah. School. The Masquers meeting was yesterday. The fall play is a bunch of one acts, and the musical is Brigadoon. I'm seeing YKW a lot lately.
4th period Drew was shyly (or sadly) flirting w/me a little. Too late, Drew.
In 4th period, I went up to the hole puncher the same time Steve did.
"Hey Jessica."
"Hey Steve. Your still my favorite athlete."
"Yes!"
At my desk he patted me on the back.
"So how'd you do Jessica?"
"Fine," I said and peeled off the sticker he'd patted onto my back.
SEPTEMBER 7TH, 1994
I'm making friends with Lindsay Phillips and Katie Carroll. And I'm making close friends with Dan in Publications. I wonder if anything'll come of it.
Jason Riberdy says Jason H. may come back with a bandage on his nose.
SEPTEMBER 7TH, 1995
Tony called me on Tues. night. He told me I was pretty. I really want him to go to Wedel's on Fri. Chuck talks to him at Polaris. Chuck says Tony said he likes me. Chuck ALSO said he'll invite him over on Fri. (Tony's got his liscense).
Oh yeah. School. The Masquers meeting was yesterday. The fall play is a bunch of one acts, and the musical is Brigadoon. I'm seeing YKW a lot lately.
4th period Drew was shyly (or sadly) flirting w/me a little. Too late, Drew.
September 6, 2011
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 1993, 1994, 2004
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 1993
Today we went to Uncle Owen + Aunt Vicki's. I played Nintendo, and ate olives. I also played with Kaetlyn's Jurassic Park velociraptor that screams. We saw the Serrani's on the way home.
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 1994
Tara Donegan told me that Kirt is going into surgery this Thurs. then coming to school 2 wks after. She asked him if he was still going out with me; he said he heard I was using him so he didn't call me all summer. He did, though. I was never home and didn't return his calls. Oh well. In 7th period there's a frosh named Dan Burke. He's cute (And acts like Kirt)
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 2004
Well, it's exactly one year later and BOYFRIEND 4 and I broke up. Well, I dumped him. Over email, of course. For the past week we've been emailing our breakup. Well, I've been breaking up, he doesn't really say too much besides how he hates it and how awful he feels. I have yet to hear him say anything in his defense, or anything to stop me from going.
I dumped him because I never saw him, he won't call me his girlfriend, and I'm not a part of his life in any way. So I've joined the ranks of Melissa and Alisa and all the other girls who dumped him for not giving enough. And he's sad, just like he was with them. And I guess that's it.
I never thought I'd ever dump someone I love.
Today we went to Uncle Owen + Aunt Vicki's. I played Nintendo, and ate olives. I also played with Kaetlyn's Jurassic Park velociraptor that screams. We saw the Serrani's on the way home.
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 1994
Tara Donegan told me that Kirt is going into surgery this Thurs. then coming to school 2 wks after. She asked him if he was still going out with me; he said he heard I was using him so he didn't call me all summer. He did, though. I was never home and didn't return his calls. Oh well. In 7th period there's a frosh named Dan Burke. He's cute (And acts like Kirt)
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 2004
Well, it's exactly one year later and BOYFRIEND 4 and I broke up. Well, I dumped him. Over email, of course. For the past week we've been emailing our breakup. Well, I've been breaking up, he doesn't really say too much besides how he hates it and how awful he feels. I have yet to hear him say anything in his defense, or anything to stop me from going.
I dumped him because I never saw him, he won't call me his girlfriend, and I'm not a part of his life in any way. So I've joined the ranks of Melissa and Alisa and all the other girls who dumped him for not giving enough. And he's sad, just like he was with them. And I guess that's it.
I never thought I'd ever dump someone I love.
February 27, 2011
FEBRUARY 27th, 1994, 1995, 1996
FEBRUARY 27th, 1994
I didn't go to the dance. I was only allowed on the phone for 15 mins. I accidentally stayed on for like, 17 or 20.
It's another boring day. Haley Smith slept over, today we're going to Uncle Nick's and Aunt Von's.
I miss Sandusky. I love it up there and I'm glad we're renting a beachouse for a week there in the summer. It's on Cedar Point Road, a lane full of houses on Lake Erie. We'll go to CP once that week and that's the day BOY can come up. But mom won't let him spend the night. It's prejudice. Just cause he's a boy. He's my best friend, and my boyfriend. It's not like he'll do anything.
FEBRUARY 27th, 1995
Amy said Beth hates me and makes fun of my singing. Another one dragged on to Heinrich's side.
In 7th period, Tony was in the Social Studies office flirting with Holly. I don't care.
This weekend, Suze will see Greg at States. It's not fair, but that's life. C'est la vie. Or something.
FEBRUARY 27th, 1996
NO SCHOOL!! What a great surprise! The water main broke! So I tagged along with Julie and Sharon when they went to find outfits for the Talent Show. Julie, Sharon, Sabrina, Andrea, Nikki Freska and Angie Dibiase are dancing in the background while Paul and Ben rap up front. Then I watched them all practice in Julie's basement. I even danced a little. I felt really in the way though. And when Paul and Ben came and said they were treating everyone to lunch, I left. Paul kinda ignored me. I was sort of disappointed. It could be cause he just got off the phone with his ex that he's obsessed with. Oh well.
I called BOY when I got home, but it was too late for us to do anything cause he had to stay home at 4:00 and work at 6:00. It was SOOOOO warm!! I even opened up my windows!!
I didn't go to the dance. I was only allowed on the phone for 15 mins. I accidentally stayed on for like, 17 or 20.
It's another boring day. Haley Smith slept over, today we're going to Uncle Nick's and Aunt Von's.
I miss Sandusky. I love it up there and I'm glad we're renting a beachouse for a week there in the summer. It's on Cedar Point Road, a lane full of houses on Lake Erie. We'll go to CP once that week and that's the day BOY can come up. But mom won't let him spend the night. It's prejudice. Just cause he's a boy. He's my best friend, and my boyfriend. It's not like he'll do anything.
FEBRUARY 27th, 1995
Amy said Beth hates me and makes fun of my singing. Another one dragged on to Heinrich's side.
In 7th period, Tony was in the Social Studies office flirting with Holly. I don't care.
This weekend, Suze will see Greg at States. It's not fair, but that's life. C'est la vie. Or something.
FEBRUARY 27th, 1996
NO SCHOOL!! What a great surprise! The water main broke! So I tagged along with Julie and Sharon when they went to find outfits for the Talent Show. Julie, Sharon, Sabrina, Andrea, Nikki Freska and Angie Dibiase are dancing in the background while Paul and Ben rap up front. Then I watched them all practice in Julie's basement. I even danced a little. I felt really in the way though. And when Paul and Ben came and said they were treating everyone to lunch, I left. Paul kinda ignored me. I was sort of disappointed. It could be cause he just got off the phone with his ex that he's obsessed with. Oh well.
I called BOY when I got home, but it was too late for us to do anything cause he had to stay home at 4:00 and work at 6:00. It was SOOOOO warm!! I even opened up my windows!!
February 23, 2011
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 1997
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1993
SNOW DAY!! When we least expected it!
I went sledding with Holly G and Marion. Christina cryed because her parents wouldn't let her come. We went to the hill in Berea where I went years ago with Paulette, Holly S, Stacey and Christie Winners.
Guess who showed up just as we were leaving? YKW! He might have seen me go down the hill. What are the odds of him showing up?
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1994
It's before school. I only have a few minutes. We had Ski Club last night. The usual with Kirt but on the bus Greg Manning, Kirt and I were all talking:
"Everyone likes her." (Kirt)
"Jason Brown, Craig..." (me)
"Me." (Kirt)
"YKW still does." (Greg)
"What?" (me)
"He did last year, too." (Greg)
"Then why didn't he ask me out?" (me)
"He says he doesn't ask girls out, they ask him." (Greg)
What an ego. But the shocker was on the slopes:
"Hey Jess!" (YKW)
"Huh?"
"Do you have your Black?"
"No."
"Then you shouldn't be on these hills!"
He talked to me! He called me Jess, not Wilderbeast! Although, that nickname came up at other times. On the bus he said,
"Wilderbeast, I love it." Kirt said YKW loved me. And once, I looked back and he was staring at me. Then he quickly looked away.
Oh yeah. The day went OK. Tues night when BOY called I subtly confronted him about his ex-girlfriend. Then the next day I gave him a note where I spilled everything about how he was never serious, blah blah. He wrote back saying he likes me and thinks we're great together.
The usual. GIRL thinks I'm mad at her cause she ruined our Little Prince skit. I really just hate her. At practice, we did "All the Livelong Day" again.
Kath says Sharon Manuel is going to tryout for some choir thing with "On My Own". If it's the Pop Concert, I'll scream!!
BOY said YKW was really distracted today. He didn't insult him, and he forgot his gym clothes and just sat silently on the side. I wonder...
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1995
In 7th period I saw Holly and Tony walking. I walked with them. I just asked him if he cut his hair, (he did) but said "No, I just slicked it back." I said, "Hey!" They laughed and I stalked off into the bathroom jokingly. Then Tony didn't show up to rehearsal. Someone probably told him I like him and he went home to throw up. One of these days, god will have pity on me and give me a boyfriend.
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1996
I talked to BOY at lunch. I told him I was sorry for ignoring him and he said sorry for losing his temper. He said he'd lost 6 lbs in the two days I ignored him. He thought it was over (again). I told him I didn't want it to be completely over. So now we're back where we started. But I still feel allowed to see other people. And I did.
At play practice I flirted with Norris and Ben and Paul. I agreed to be Paul's date for the movies that night. I told Norris I might go out to the McDonald's with him and Jim before the movie. But I cancelled it and went with Julie and Paul to the mall for food, then picked up Ben and went to the movie. Norris made me promise to save him a seat. But him and Jim were late and me, Paul, Teper, Don, Ben, Julie, Carlos, Mike and some other guy took up a whole row. So he was kinda mad. Paul and I held hands during the movie "Happy Gilmore" (with Adam Sandler); it was kinda weird. After that we (Ben, Julie, Paul and me) were gonna go down to Huntington Beach, but a cop started following us. I feel asleep on Paul's lap. So Ben just took us back to his house to pick up Julie's car and go home. There, I gave Paul a kiss on the cheek and sat in Julie's car. But Ben and Julie were hugging so Paul opened my door so we wouldn't have to watch. I hugged him cause he said he was cold - and what do you know? It was the Paul Sems experience all over again. Except this Paul is a better kisser. And I started it too! I don't even know if I like Paul like that. Who'd of thunk it?
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1997
Last night Holly Stone, Julie, Christy and I went to Scott's beer party. His parents were out of town everybody from Westlake was there. I hung out with Phil, Chris Rybicki and Chad Ritchie. Chad and me and Julie bonded and he says we're popular now. Scott was all over me to show his friends how cool I am and Chad was like "No! You're supposed to be a good girl!" Later - Chad asked me to go show him where the pop is and then lead me to a back hallway where we made out for about 10 minutes until we heard Katie calling for me. Then I drove him and Julie home. That was really weird.
But - at work Sat, Justin finally talked to me! I wrote him a note on Fri and said I'm sorry. Yea! I still like him. I hope we can at least become friends again.
SNOW DAY!! When we least expected it!
I went sledding with Holly G and Marion. Christina cryed because her parents wouldn't let her come. We went to the hill in Berea where I went years ago with Paulette, Holly S, Stacey and Christie Winners.
Guess who showed up just as we were leaving? YKW! He might have seen me go down the hill. What are the odds of him showing up?
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1994
It's before school. I only have a few minutes. We had Ski Club last night. The usual with Kirt but on the bus Greg Manning, Kirt and I were all talking:
"Everyone likes her." (Kirt)
"Jason Brown, Craig..." (me)
"Me." (Kirt)
"YKW still does." (Greg)
"What?" (me)
"He did last year, too." (Greg)
"Then why didn't he ask me out?" (me)
"He says he doesn't ask girls out, they ask him." (Greg)
What an ego. But the shocker was on the slopes:
"Hey Jess!" (YKW)
"Huh?"
"Do you have your Black?"
"No."
"Then you shouldn't be on these hills!"
He talked to me! He called me Jess, not Wilderbeast! Although, that nickname came up at other times. On the bus he said,
"Wilderbeast, I love it." Kirt said YKW loved me. And once, I looked back and he was staring at me. Then he quickly looked away.
Oh yeah. The day went OK. Tues night when BOY called I subtly confronted him about his ex-girlfriend. Then the next day I gave him a note where I spilled everything about how he was never serious, blah blah. He wrote back saying he likes me and thinks we're great together.
The usual. GIRL thinks I'm mad at her cause she ruined our Little Prince skit. I really just hate her. At practice, we did "All the Livelong Day" again.
Kath says Sharon Manuel is going to tryout for some choir thing with "On My Own". If it's the Pop Concert, I'll scream!!
BOY said YKW was really distracted today. He didn't insult him, and he forgot his gym clothes and just sat silently on the side. I wonder...
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1995
In 7th period I saw Holly and Tony walking. I walked with them. I just asked him if he cut his hair, (he did) but said "No, I just slicked it back." I said, "Hey!" They laughed and I stalked off into the bathroom jokingly. Then Tony didn't show up to rehearsal. Someone probably told him I like him and he went home to throw up. One of these days, god will have pity on me and give me a boyfriend.
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1996
I talked to BOY at lunch. I told him I was sorry for ignoring him and he said sorry for losing his temper. He said he'd lost 6 lbs in the two days I ignored him. He thought it was over (again). I told him I didn't want it to be completely over. So now we're back where we started. But I still feel allowed to see other people. And I did.
At play practice I flirted with Norris and Ben and Paul. I agreed to be Paul's date for the movies that night. I told Norris I might go out to the McDonald's with him and Jim before the movie. But I cancelled it and went with Julie and Paul to the mall for food, then picked up Ben and went to the movie. Norris made me promise to save him a seat. But him and Jim were late and me, Paul, Teper, Don, Ben, Julie, Carlos, Mike and some other guy took up a whole row. So he was kinda mad. Paul and I held hands during the movie "Happy Gilmore" (with Adam Sandler); it was kinda weird. After that we (Ben, Julie, Paul and me) were gonna go down to Huntington Beach, but a cop started following us. I feel asleep on Paul's lap. So Ben just took us back to his house to pick up Julie's car and go home. There, I gave Paul a kiss on the cheek and sat in Julie's car. But Ben and Julie were hugging so Paul opened my door so we wouldn't have to watch. I hugged him cause he said he was cold - and what do you know? It was the Paul Sems experience all over again. Except this Paul is a better kisser. And I started it too! I don't even know if I like Paul like that. Who'd of thunk it?
FEBRUARY 23rd, 1997
Last night Holly Stone, Julie, Christy and I went to Scott's beer party. His parents were out of town everybody from Westlake was there. I hung out with Phil, Chris Rybicki and Chad Ritchie. Chad and me and Julie bonded and he says we're popular now. Scott was all over me to show his friends how cool I am and Chad was like "No! You're supposed to be a good girl!" Later - Chad asked me to go show him where the pop is and then lead me to a back hallway where we made out for about 10 minutes until we heard Katie calling for me. Then I drove him and Julie home. That was really weird.
But - at work Sat, Justin finally talked to me! I wrote him a note on Fri and said I'm sorry. Yea! I still like him. I hope we can at least become friends again.
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