AUGUST 2nd 1993
I think Andy Deak likes me. He corrected a small movement that we all did the same in "June". I was doing the same as Leslie and Lauren, so why did he see only me? He also smiled, and spoke of last year when I showed him a rubber frog. I made eye contact with him 2 times in the graduation scene.
Preview night is Weds. and we still need to pull it together.
Andy didn't talk to Lauren once.
AUGUST 2nd 1994
Over the weekend we went to PA for our 2nd annual Kemock reunion. It was fun. Besides that it's been normal.
Maria and Holly accuse me of having JHS, Jenny Stone and I liven up our Olmsted Falls Summer Theatre rehearsals by playing in the water. We're doing OFST in the high school instead of the park (yeah!). And Bye Bye Birdie is the usual. On Fri at rehearsal, Dan Burke and I found something we have in common - the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Once in awhile he passes me when I'm leaving he'll say bye. Never to Holly. But I don't care.
SCHOOL GOALS:
1 Be mature
2 Make friends with Jason and Andy
3 Get the part of Marian
4 To be taken seriously
AUGUST 2nd 2003
I had laryngitis all weekend and I had to lip sync. I don't know how Britney does it - I hated it.
So on Thursday night Other Boy invited me out with him, EX-BOYFRIEND #3 and a guy named Big Ed. Of course, I went. EX-BOYFRIEND #3 was drunk and I almost got the feeling he was interested in me. But why? How much does he know about Other Boy and I? Maybe he's just being competitive. We went to Pacers in Lakewood and he and I sang "Paradise By the Dashboard Light" (smart move by me, being sick and all). EX-BOYFRIEND #3 gave me a piggyback ride to the car and Other Boy seemed a little miffed. Good news is, they're using me in their stage show, so I'm excited.
Comedy Fling just called me. Why is he doing this? Maybe he's just seeing how far he can let himself go before he feels guilty. It was good to hear his voice.
August 2, 2012
August 1, 2012
AUGUST 1 1993
AUGUST 1st 1993
Lauren didn't even wake up. She was fine.
Yesterday we went swimming at Holly's.
Today we went swimming at Holly's, also, I got new outfits at (blech!) Value City.
Tomorrow, dress rehearsal for Carousel. Our preview nite (newspapers, reviewers, etc) is Wednesday. I don't feel ready. (I'm still shakey on the "June" dance.) Tuesday starts chaos week, when I go to cheerleading camp. I'm swamped and I love it.
28 days till school. 7 days till I have nothing to do.
Lauren didn't even wake up. She was fine.
Yesterday we went swimming at Holly's.
Today we went swimming at Holly's, also, I got new outfits at (blech!) Value City.
Tomorrow, dress rehearsal for Carousel. Our preview nite (newspapers, reviewers, etc) is Wednesday. I don't feel ready. (I'm still shakey on the "June" dance.) Tuesday starts chaos week, when I go to cheerleading camp. I'm swamped and I love it.
28 days till school. 7 days till I have nothing to do.
July 31, 2012
JULY 31st 1993
JULY 31st 1993
Today I was hoping to go to the BW show, but Dad says no just because I won't do Kath's job.
Tonight I baby-sit Lauren (Uncle Sean and Aunt Laraine's daughter) from 7-12:30.
Today I was hoping to go to the BW show, but Dad says no just because I won't do Kath's job.
Tonight I baby-sit Lauren (Uncle Sean and Aunt Laraine's daughter) from 7-12:30.
July 30, 2012
JULY 30th 1993
JULY 30th 1993
Went to Uncle Al's for pizza.
Today at Carousel, we sang with the orchestra. We have backdrops now, and another horse. Theresa Deak and I get the horses. She's my little friend now. She's 8. We also got our shirts. On "June is Bustin' Out All Over" I wore Andy's hat.
Went to Uncle Al's for pizza.
Today at Carousel, we sang with the orchestra. We have backdrops now, and another horse. Theresa Deak and I get the horses. She's my little friend now. She's 8. We also got our shirts. On "June is Bustin' Out All Over" I wore Andy's hat.
July 29, 2012
JULY 29th 1993, 1995
JULY 29th 1993
On Salute Your Shorts - Michael's back! The first episode where he first comes.
At Carousel, I saw Lauren talking to Phil and Andy. Then they all looked at me. She was probably lying to Phil saying I like him to get back at me. Billy has a death scene. While he was lying dead, there was a problem, so they waited. Then the technical director, Brady, ran up yelling, "I've always wanted to do this!" and drew a chalk outline around him. We all clapped and laughed.
JULY 29th 1995
On Weds, Sharon, Holly G and I went shopping for Matt, Katie and Amy's birthday. We got Katie a dream book, and Matt a Pamela Anderson poster. I got Amy some Pocahontas computer paper. Then, that night ma famille et moi went to Sandusky. We stayed overnight and on Thurs went to Cedar Point. When we came home I went out with Julie (who just got her license). We picked up a Mother Pop, put a ribbon on it and put it on Tom Kronholtz's doorstep. On Fri morning he called and thanked me for it. Then me and Sharon went swimming and planned the last aspects of Matt's surprise party at Chi-Chi's. (Katie couldn't come to it so it was only for Matt.) Turns out, Brandon brought Matt before we got there and ruined the surprise. Elicia, Julie, Sharon, Holly, Brandon, Justin, Drew and Marc were all there. (And Amy too). Matt liked his gift, Jeremy Lombardo was our busboy, and the staff brought out a cake and a sombrero for Matt. Then we all went swimming at Matt's. I think Drew likes Julie. He definitely doesn't like Elicia. I'm not so sure about me. I don't think he does. I think Julie likes him too. When we were leaving I saw Matt pull Drew aside and I caught the words "Just tell me - do you?" "Kinda" said Drew. Katie called today. She still talks about Greg!
On Salute Your Shorts - Michael's back! The first episode where he first comes.
At Carousel, I saw Lauren talking to Phil and Andy. Then they all looked at me. She was probably lying to Phil saying I like him to get back at me. Billy has a death scene. While he was lying dead, there was a problem, so they waited. Then the technical director, Brady, ran up yelling, "I've always wanted to do this!" and drew a chalk outline around him. We all clapped and laughed.
JULY 29th 1995
On Weds, Sharon, Holly G and I went shopping for Matt, Katie and Amy's birthday. We got Katie a dream book, and Matt a Pamela Anderson poster. I got Amy some Pocahontas computer paper. Then, that night ma famille et moi went to Sandusky. We stayed overnight and on Thurs went to Cedar Point. When we came home I went out with Julie (who just got her license). We picked up a Mother Pop, put a ribbon on it and put it on Tom Kronholtz's doorstep. On Fri morning he called and thanked me for it. Then me and Sharon went swimming and planned the last aspects of Matt's surprise party at Chi-Chi's. (Katie couldn't come to it so it was only for Matt.) Turns out, Brandon brought Matt before we got there and ruined the surprise. Elicia, Julie, Sharon, Holly, Brandon, Justin, Drew and Marc were all there. (And Amy too). Matt liked his gift, Jeremy Lombardo was our busboy, and the staff brought out a cake and a sombrero for Matt. Then we all went swimming at Matt's. I think Drew likes Julie. He definitely doesn't like Elicia. I'm not so sure about me. I don't think he does. I think Julie likes him too. When we were leaving I saw Matt pull Drew aside and I caught the words "Just tell me - do you?" "Kinda" said Drew. Katie called today. She still talks about Greg!
July 28, 2012
JULY 28th 1993, 1994, 1996, 2003
JULY 28th 1993
I got a letter from Erica. They moved to Maryland. She asked me if I still like Andy. Do I? This morning I dreamt that the dog had a new chain. When I woke up, the dog's chain was broken. I also dreamed of Adam Koelher. It made me think he is kind of cute. I'm reading the 1st edition of my journal. It starts where Laurie dies. I have a normal life. I wouldn't be writing these words if it weren't for Laurie.
At Carousel, we ran Act 1. Andy wasn't there. The carousel has 2 horses, and the rest seats. Theresa Deak and I claimed the horses (we're the smallest). Their little rocking horses. Very dumb. There's a song that goes "Julie? Julie? Do you like him?" On our way out I passed the girl who played her, I said "Julie? Julie? What's your real name?" She laughed and said Jodie.
On Salute Your Shorts - Anawana, Inc. manufactured bird houses.
JULY 28th 1994
Yesterday during the same scene, Dan gave us a zerbit. But he also asked how old I was. I wonder why. I feel guilty that I'm not writing everyday. There's exactly 1 week till Bye Bye Birdie. I got the soundtrack for Music Man. I want to be the lead, Marian the Librarian, very badly, but I don't think Mr Rizer has all that much faith in me. I haven't heard from Kurt all summer. I really miss school. What a summer.
1. Jason 2. Dan Burke 3. Andy
JULY 28th 1996
I got grounded from July 17-24 so I didn't do much. I did manage to see Chris almost every day. I ran on the track and worked out also. On the 25 he got his license. On the 26, I went to Grand Pacific Junction with my mom, grandpa and aunt. It was dull, so I walked home. On the way, I passed Sharon. She picked me up and we visited Paul and Tony. Tony's going into the army on the 29 of Aug. So me and Sharon said we'll strip for him. He also agreed to send us pictures of him in his uniform in exchange for nude pictures of us. Of course, none of this is going to happen.
On the 27, me and Chris watched the news live in the studio of Channel 5. His dad works there. Then, we were going to the drive-in, but his parents were 2 hours late, so we sat outside in the cold and his parents didn't even care. Today I don't know how much my parents will let me do. I promised Katie I'd do something with her today. We are possibly getting a new car (I'm hoping for a Geo Tracker) but I can't drive until I get another job (in addition to Chuck E. Cheese's). I got an interview at Lone Star Steakhouse. They told me everything about the job and said they'd check my references and call me, but that was last Tues. Oh well.
JULY 28th 2003
Just a thought about EX-BOYFRIEND #3 (because that's all I've been thinking about). He's the kind of guy who goes for what he wants with no looking back. Which means, if he wanted me, he'd have gone for me already. Remember, you're moving.
COMEDY FLING is visiting in about 2 weeks. I hope it all goes smoothly, and I hope when he has to leave I can handle it.
I got a letter from Erica. They moved to Maryland. She asked me if I still like Andy. Do I? This morning I dreamt that the dog had a new chain. When I woke up, the dog's chain was broken. I also dreamed of Adam Koelher. It made me think he is kind of cute. I'm reading the 1st edition of my journal. It starts where Laurie dies. I have a normal life. I wouldn't be writing these words if it weren't for Laurie.
At Carousel, we ran Act 1. Andy wasn't there. The carousel has 2 horses, and the rest seats. Theresa Deak and I claimed the horses (we're the smallest). Their little rocking horses. Very dumb. There's a song that goes "Julie? Julie? Do you like him?" On our way out I passed the girl who played her, I said "Julie? Julie? What's your real name?" She laughed and said Jodie.
On Salute Your Shorts - Anawana, Inc. manufactured bird houses.
JULY 28th 1994
Yesterday during the same scene, Dan gave us a zerbit. But he also asked how old I was. I wonder why. I feel guilty that I'm not writing everyday. There's exactly 1 week till Bye Bye Birdie. I got the soundtrack for Music Man. I want to be the lead, Marian the Librarian, very badly, but I don't think Mr Rizer has all that much faith in me. I haven't heard from Kurt all summer. I really miss school. What a summer.
1. Jason 2. Dan Burke 3. Andy
JULY 28th 1996
I got grounded from July 17-24 so I didn't do much. I did manage to see Chris almost every day. I ran on the track and worked out also. On the 25 he got his license. On the 26, I went to Grand Pacific Junction with my mom, grandpa and aunt. It was dull, so I walked home. On the way, I passed Sharon. She picked me up and we visited Paul and Tony. Tony's going into the army on the 29 of Aug. So me and Sharon said we'll strip for him. He also agreed to send us pictures of him in his uniform in exchange for nude pictures of us. Of course, none of this is going to happen.
On the 27, me and Chris watched the news live in the studio of Channel 5. His dad works there. Then, we were going to the drive-in, but his parents were 2 hours late, so we sat outside in the cold and his parents didn't even care. Today I don't know how much my parents will let me do. I promised Katie I'd do something with her today. We are possibly getting a new car (I'm hoping for a Geo Tracker) but I can't drive until I get another job (in addition to Chuck E. Cheese's). I got an interview at Lone Star Steakhouse. They told me everything about the job and said they'd check my references and call me, but that was last Tues. Oh well.
JULY 28th 2003
Just a thought about EX-BOYFRIEND #3 (because that's all I've been thinking about). He's the kind of guy who goes for what he wants with no looking back. Which means, if he wanted me, he'd have gone for me already. Remember, you're moving.
COMEDY FLING is visiting in about 2 weeks. I hope it all goes smoothly, and I hope when he has to leave I can handle it.
July 27, 2012
JULY 27th 1993, 2003
JULY 27th 1993
Got my character shoes today! They hurt my toes. 1 week until cheerleading camp. We got info from Ms. Dailey today.
On Salute Your Shorts - Ug's girlfriend Mona inspected the camp.
At Carousel rehearsal I didn't talk to Andy. He left early with his two sisters Theresa and Katie. Holly still can't walk very well. Lauren's mad cause I tease her about liking Andy (little does she know I'm covering up the fact that I like him). The carousel has 1 rocking horse and 7 booths. I hope they fix it. Jigger tapped my head as he raced passed. They changed my costume! No more two different colored purples! Now I have a nice blue dress, which is more like I had in mind. It laces up the back. They say I'm wearing it backwards, but the sleeves hurt when backwards. They let me wear it anyway. JR brought a newborn kitten hoping to find it a home. Theresa asked me if I liked Andy as a boyfriend. I said no. I lied. Bethany is fine.
JULY 27th 2003
I filmed another Last Call sketch. This time, Other Boy wasn't there until the last few hours, so I was free to stare at EX-BOYFRIEND #3 freely. I am very attracted to him, I almost can't stand it. There's really been nothing put out from either of us that either of us are interested in either of us. He's very confident and a little cocky, so I think if he wanted to make a move, he would. I'm set to film another skit sometime soon, and might even be in the stage show. I'll be attending that little function anyway, and hopefully the after party. I also invited them to my going away party. When I said I was moving, EX-BOYFRIEND #3 said, "I'm not like that idea too much." But just cause I'm the token girl. Other Boy's been hinting at me and him getting together again. How do I tell him I want his best friend?
Got my character shoes today! They hurt my toes. 1 week until cheerleading camp. We got info from Ms. Dailey today.
On Salute Your Shorts - Ug's girlfriend Mona inspected the camp.
At Carousel rehearsal I didn't talk to Andy. He left early with his two sisters Theresa and Katie. Holly still can't walk very well. Lauren's mad cause I tease her about liking Andy (little does she know I'm covering up the fact that I like him). The carousel has 1 rocking horse and 7 booths. I hope they fix it. Jigger tapped my head as he raced passed. They changed my costume! No more two different colored purples! Now I have a nice blue dress, which is more like I had in mind. It laces up the back. They say I'm wearing it backwards, but the sleeves hurt when backwards. They let me wear it anyway. JR brought a newborn kitten hoping to find it a home. Theresa asked me if I liked Andy as a boyfriend. I said no. I lied. Bethany is fine.
JULY 27th 2003
I filmed another Last Call sketch. This time, Other Boy wasn't there until the last few hours, so I was free to stare at EX-BOYFRIEND #3 freely. I am very attracted to him, I almost can't stand it. There's really been nothing put out from either of us that either of us are interested in either of us. He's very confident and a little cocky, so I think if he wanted to make a move, he would. I'm set to film another skit sometime soon, and might even be in the stage show. I'll be attending that little function anyway, and hopefully the after party. I also invited them to my going away party. When I said I was moving, EX-BOYFRIEND #3 said, "I'm not like that idea too much." But just cause I'm the token girl. Other Boy's been hinting at me and him getting together again. How do I tell him I want his best friend?
July 26, 2012
JULY 26th 1993, 2002, 2003
JULY 26th 1993
At Carousel I actually talked to Andy. We were sitting on the porch set. He was reading about a racing car crash and telling me about it. The we talked about how he cried at Free Willy. I told him not to see Coneheads. Then Holly joined us and we talked about Robin Hood: Men in Tights. Later, the nice girl whole talked to me about the Jurassic Park book fell and hurt herself. I felt bad. Then Holly minutely hurt her ankle. Nothing serious. The Carousel set is small but fun. Peach showed me the inside of it.
JULY 26th 2002
He said to me, "I don't think we're gonna get back together." And that was that. It's absolutely over. I am devastated and disillusioned. My life is better because he was in it. I'm gonna move to LA in January. Nothing, absolutely NOTHING can stand in my way now. As tough as it is to not picture them together, I can move on now. A lot of things come to the foreground when the smoke is lifted. We moved too fast, too soon, and it faded. Unfortunately, I feel Tiffany is doomed to this same fate. But the only person I need to worry about is me. I am excited about the future and motivated like never before.
JULY 26th 2003
Last Weds, Mary and I went to the American Idols concert. Charles Grigsby (her ex) left us backstage passes and no tickets. So, I had to buy us tickets. Our seats were actually pretty good and the concert was OK. It made me jealous and depressed. ALL I wanted to do was meet Clay Aiken. So we went backstage and breezed past Julia DeMato, Carmen Rasmussen and Kimberley Caldwell to get to Kimberly Locke, Ricky Smith and finally Rueben himself. Rueben started hitting on Mary and apparently Clay had been and gone. I got some OK pictures. COMEDY FLING is coming to visit. Don't let me fall in love, ok?
At Carousel I actually talked to Andy. We were sitting on the porch set. He was reading about a racing car crash and telling me about it. The we talked about how he cried at Free Willy. I told him not to see Coneheads. Then Holly joined us and we talked about Robin Hood: Men in Tights. Later, the nice girl whole talked to me about the Jurassic Park book fell and hurt herself. I felt bad. Then Holly minutely hurt her ankle. Nothing serious. The Carousel set is small but fun. Peach showed me the inside of it.
JULY 26th 2002
He said to me, "I don't think we're gonna get back together." And that was that. It's absolutely over. I am devastated and disillusioned. My life is better because he was in it. I'm gonna move to LA in January. Nothing, absolutely NOTHING can stand in my way now. As tough as it is to not picture them together, I can move on now. A lot of things come to the foreground when the smoke is lifted. We moved too fast, too soon, and it faded. Unfortunately, I feel Tiffany is doomed to this same fate. But the only person I need to worry about is me. I am excited about the future and motivated like never before.
JULY 26th 2003
Last Weds, Mary and I went to the American Idols concert. Charles Grigsby (her ex) left us backstage passes and no tickets. So, I had to buy us tickets. Our seats were actually pretty good and the concert was OK. It made me jealous and depressed. ALL I wanted to do was meet Clay Aiken. So we went backstage and breezed past Julia DeMato, Carmen Rasmussen and Kimberley Caldwell to get to Kimberly Locke, Ricky Smith and finally Rueben himself. Rueben started hitting on Mary and apparently Clay had been and gone. I got some OK pictures. COMEDY FLING is coming to visit. Don't let me fall in love, ok?
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