JANUARY 19th, 1993
On Sunday when Michelle and Torey came over - big failure. Torey and Kath made fun of Michelle's singing and Michelle told them to shut their faces. She was saying, "No, I have been INSULTED." Next time, I sleep over her house so I can ride my bike to YKW's house.
Then on Tuesday (today) they were filming the school and showing all the bad things that were wrong with it. It showed on Live on Five at 5:18. There weren't any kids I knew in it.
In 1st period art, me and Scott were throwing rulers at YKW. Jessica Holland slapped him in the face with her folder, for putting raffia in her hair.
In 6th period Social Studies, Mr. Schellentrager tricked us by pretending we had new laws in the classroom. 1. We had to bring in the front page of the Plain Dealer every day (I found out YKW only gets Sunday's edition). 2. We had to bring an American flag every day (small one). 3. We had to stand and say good afternoon Master Schellentrager.
He had us look through the student handbook to see if all this was legal. We had a big discussion. Then he said we didn't have to do it, he was just teaching us about constitutions. I had a feeling it was, from overhearing Scott and YKW saying, "It's gotta be a joke."
Christina gave me the note she wrote me on Thursday last week today. It has a picture of Lumiere from Beauty and the Beast. Michelle said she'd take notes about YKW on the bus (#61) today.
I saw YKW smile at me. Or it could of been, he was smiling and happened to look at me.
We raced Mouse trap-powered vehicles today. Mine went about 5 inches. Kristen Groffner's went 13 feet. We have a new kid. He name is Chris. Everyone likes him (the girls, I mean) but I think he's ugly. Kristen's mouse-trap : the kill bar propels the ball which drags the mini car through the air. She got money for being 1st place.
JANUARY 19th, 1996
At callbacks yesterday, I was the only girl to read for Fiona, the lead. Today Mr. Rizer posted the list and I'm Fiona! Katie's Meg. Norris is Tommy. I have to kiss him. Drew almost was Tommy.
After school I went to the game with Julie and Katie (who says she expected to be Fiona). At the game, we hung around the band (Sharon, Cale, Greg Poltrone) and Andrea Cutlip (who plays my little sister in Brigadoon, Jean). Sharon got Maggie Anderson, a VERY big dancing part. Chris P is her father, Mr. Anderson. Julie and Elicia are in it too. After the game, me, Tony, Paul, Ben, Holly Stone, Julie and Katie went to see "From Dusk Till Dawn". It was a funny/gory/psycho/vampire movie. Julie let me drive from the high school to Jim's house before the movie.
JANUARY 19th, 2002
OK, Busch Garden's offered me a job as "Molly Malone" - a walkaround in their Ireland-land. I would start in early March and go until October. Whoa! But as a walkaround? That would suck! So I called Cedar Point and asked if they had anything for me. Lisa said I was being considered for a part in the Lusty Lil's show, but also JT in Camp Snoopy. She made it sound like I could count on JT, but won't cast me officially in case the Lil's job opens up (I'm a second choice). So they're calling me later this week. It sounds pretty certain, but I'm not out of the water yet. BOYFRIEND 3 was guaranteed a job there, but hasn't heard from Lance yet. Can we please have some answers! I will just float through the last couple months in Muncie when I know for sure where I'll be this summer.
On another note, BOY keeps calling. I feel so awkward. He called today, begging me to drop everything and go to the Rugby banquet with him and Reed and Kelly. I felt a little uncomfortable because he's such a "not used to being turned down and won't take no for an answer" kind of guy. But he sounded really sincere when he said he missed me. Aww, poor BOY is growing up and realizing he's gonna need to start treating girls right if he ever wants a wife!
BOYFRIEND 3 and I celebrated his 23rd birthday and our 5 month anniversary this Thursday. We went to the Ball State/BGSU basketball game. Life is good.
JANUARY 19th, 2003
A lot of things...
First, the Last Call Cleveland show was hilarious. It's a terrific group of guys and I would love to be associated with them. The show was packed and Cleveland loves these guys.
Then there's Pickwick and Frolic. I'm stuck in this show until September which I'm not terribly happy about. But the show seems well-received, new and destined for some local recognition which may lead me to good things. I sing "Mamma Mia" "The Bitch is Back" and "Bop Till You Drop" as solos. BUT - the directors never seem happy with me. I feel very crummy. But then they compliment me all the time. I'm frustrated and confused and I open on Thursday.
The Golden Globes were tonight. I would kill for Jennifer Aniston's career. She is truly talented, but all her success really comes down to the fact that she is the Most Popular girl in Hollywood.
Tonight, I was up in the attic. I opened my box of "Ex stuff" and started looking at our old pictures. And I feel fine. I miss him terribly. But I miss a memory. A past version of him. I don't want him now. I'm relieved to be free and can't wait to fall in love again. But I miss the companion I had. The friend that I came home to everyday. I will always love him in some form. But I never want to see him again. The real him will just ruin the happy memories I have.
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